Loner Days

This poem has been combined for several challenges and prompts. And they are

Mindlovemisery’s Tale Weaver – i remember once

Three Things Challenge by Di – last, entry, may

FOWC with Fandango– experiment

Daily Spur – official

Word of the Day challenge– lone

I remember once I had this life.

Officially surrounded by throng,

But I found myself a loner.

Experimental mingling carried out,

But I drowned deep the lone abyss.

Yet amidst the chaos I favored me,

I numbered the steps taken when,

Deeper and deeper I travelled into darkness.

As entry it went into the book,

Or maybe a diary of my seclusion.

Often the pages were wet with tears,

Or blue with emotions.

Sometimes even blank as a wall.

When the last entry was made,

The last page was colored,

No more room was left for numbering.

I lived in there for long,

As long as I lost count of Mays.

Living with self is not so boring, it seems.

When someone who listens to your blues,

When someone helps you build

Muscles and walls for heart and mind,

When they shed light

Even in the darkest chambers of heart,

And seals all the holes made,

What makes you lament ?

When the best partner lives within us !!

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